{"id":4138,"date":"2022-02-21T22:00:38","date_gmt":"2022-02-21T13:00:38","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/biggestinjapan.com\/?p=4138"},"modified":"2022-02-07T16:23:03","modified_gmt":"2022-02-07T07:23:03","slug":"returnal-explained","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/biggestinjapan.com\/index.php\/2022\/02\/21\/returnal-explained\/","title":{"rendered":"<i>Returnal<\/i> Explained"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>On the surface, PS5 exclusive <em>Returnal<\/em> seems to be the story of an astronaut stranded on a hostile, alien world after detecting a mysterious signal. Worse still, she is trapped in a strange time loop of sorts: every time she dies, she wakes up back at the crash site\u2014though her bodies from past and future failures to escape the planet still litter the landscape. But as you go through the game, you get a myriad of bits and pieces that hint that there is much more going on than meets the eye. Of course, it can be tough putting all those pieces together\u2014even after seeing not only the normal ending but the secret one as well. So, taking into account all the cutscenes, character dialogue, voice recordings, and alien tablets, here is my interpretation of what <em>Returnal<\/em> is all about.<\/p>\n<p><strong>*Note: from here on, this article is nothing but spoilers.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p style=\"font-size: 12px;\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/pbs.twimg.com\/media\/FDHQcmzXoAQdRRo.jpg?w=700&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"\"  \/><em>Image source: <a href=\"https:\/\/twitter.com\/Housemarque\/status\/1455173349257138178\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">Housemarque<\/a> on Twitter<\/em><\/p>\n<p>At its heart, <em>Returnal<\/em> is the story of one family and the cycle of domestic abuse that continues through the generations. So, let\u2019s go through it chronologically.<\/p>\n<p>In the 1970s, Selene&#8217;s mother, Theia, was <a href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=HmDlHjYjLCw&amp;t=1413s\">in the running to become an Apollo-era astronaut<\/a>. However, one night, when driving with a young Selene, <a href=\"https:\/\/youtu.be\/HmDlHjYjLCw?t=3838\">the car mysteriously crashed off a bridge and into a lake<\/a>.\u00a0Selene was miraculously unharmed but Theia had spinal damage which left her confined to a wheelchair. With this, Theia\u2019s entire world crumbled. All she had worked for was for nothing. She would never be able to go to space.<\/p>\n<p>To cope with her loss, <a href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=HmDlHjYjLCw&amp;t=2025s\">Theia began to live vicariously through her daughter<\/a>\u2014forcing her dreams of becoming an astronaut onto Selene. Yet, even then, she ingrained in the child\u2019s mind that it should have been her to go to space, not Selene.<\/p>\n<p>Even as an adult, Selene still struggled to live up to Theia\u2019s expectations and become an astronaut. However, one night, <a href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=HmDlHjYjLCw&amp;t=3960s\">Selene had enough and irately confronted her mother<\/a>. Her mother responded by<a href=\"https:\/\/youtu.be\/kdqhZEsgnDU?t=48\"> forcing herself out of her wheelchair and tried to strangle Selene<\/a>. Selene pushed Theia off of her and to the ground\u2014fatally injuring the old woman in the process. Even as Theia reached out, imploring for her daughter to help her, Selene turned away and left her to die.<\/p>\n<p>Years later, Selene found herself as a single mother to her son, <a href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=HmDlHjYjLCw&amp;t=4508s\">Helios<\/a>. Sadly, Selene\u00a0was never able to connect with Helios emotionally\u2014<a href=\"https:\/\/youtu.be\/AKw-76-3Pjg?t=1813\">never able to love him like a mother should<\/a>. Like Theia had done with her, Selene tried to force a love of space onto Helios\u2014to build a connection through a shared passion. She filled Helios\u2019 room with <a href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=HmDlHjYjLCw&amp;t=4169s\">space-related toys, books, and other decorations<\/a>. But Helios, as with most children, had his own likes and dislikes. Rather than journeys through space, <a href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=HmDlHjYjLCw&amp;t=4251s\">he dreamed of adventures below the waves<\/a>. And while he tried to share his passion with his mother\u2014<a href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=HmDlHjYjLCw&amp;t=4411s\">inviting her into his imaginative world of make-believe<\/a>\u2014he only succeeded in driving them further apart.<\/p>\n<p>What was once a lack of connection became outright neglect\u2014with Selene opting <a href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=HmDlHjYjLCw&amp;t=2125s\">to work late hours rather than come home<\/a>. However, even this eventually transformed into outright physical abuse. She took out her frustrations on Helios. She would <a href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=HmDlHjYjLCw&amp;t=4196s\">rap his knuckles till they bled<\/a> and <a href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=HmDlHjYjLCw&amp;t=3796s\">wake him up by strangling him<\/a>. And when he would hide from <a href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=HmDlHjYjLCw&amp;t=5822s\">the monster she would sometimes become<\/a>, she would get even more violent\u2014even breaking the lock on her living room door to get to him.<\/p>\n<p><iframe loading=\"lazy\" title=\"Returnal ending cutscene (act 2)\" width=\"500\" height=\"281\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/QEnLE_YTcPw?feature=oembed\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture; web-share\" referrerpolicy=\"strict-origin-when-cross-origin\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe><\/p>\n<p>It all came to ahead <a href=\"https:\/\/youtu.be\/HmDlHjYjLCw?t=6371\">one night when they were out driving<\/a>. At 8:36 PM with \u201c(Don&#8217;t Fear) The Reaper\u201d playing on the radio and Helios in the back seat asking nonsensical questions she didn\u2019t understand, Selene came to the place where she and her mother had crashed\u00a0into the lake all those years before.\u00a0With the need to be free of her responsibilities as a single mother to a child she didn\u2019t love suddenly overwhelming her, she swerved off the bridge and into the lake once more.<\/p>\n<p>At first, <a href=\"https:\/\/youtu.be\/HmDlHjYjLCw?t=6478\">Selene reacted on impulse and reached out to free Helios from his seatbelt<\/a> (<a href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=HmDlHjYjLCw&amp;t=5792s\">which he could not unlatch himself<\/a>). Yet, she made the choice to save herself and left him to drown\u2014though <a href=\"https:\/\/youtu.be\/kdqhZEsgnDU?t=139\">she regretted this moments after breaking the surface<\/a> of the lake.<\/p>\n<p>Having gotten away with both murders and, <a href=\"https:\/\/youtu.be\/AKw-76-3Pjg?t=1549\">free from all her previous responsibilities as a mother and daughter<\/a>, Selene redoubled her efforts to become an astronaut.\u00a0However, at the same time she became ever more mentally unstable. Hounded by the guilt of what she had done, she escaped\u00a0into delusions of her own making\u2014<a href=\"https:\/\/youtu.be\/AKw-76-3Pjg?t=1523\">using them to \u201ckeep her balanced.\u201d<\/a> She saw a psychiatrist and got on medication but after she failed to get a job at the Astra corporation\u2014<a href=\"https:\/\/youtu.be\/HmDlHjYjLCw?t=2245\">her last chance to become an astronaut<\/a>\u2014<a href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=HmDlHjYjLCw&amp;t=2135s\">she went off her meds<\/a> and had a complete mental\u00a0break.<\/p>\n<p>Her mind created a world where <a href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=hQjkIoDAMg4\">she did become an astronaut with Astra<\/a>\u2014where she had a life all her own. She was a deep space explorer tasked with walking on the surfaces of unknown, alien worlds.<\/p>\n<p>But all too soon, even this wonderful dream became a nightmare as Selene\u2019s guilt warped everything. The car crash happened again, reinterpreted\u00a0within her sci-fi delusion. Now Helios was not her child, but her ship, and her subconscious need to understand his nonsensical final words was <a href=\"https:\/\/youtu.be\/HmDlHjYjLCw?t=2821\">transformed into a quest to understand the mysterious \u201cwhite shadow\u201d signal<\/a> emanating from this hostile alien world. Yet, the world itself was but a manifestation of her guilt. Each time she tried to run away from it, she would inevitably find herself overwhelmed\u2014forced to relive the crash again and again. More than that, each loop she would once again abandon Helios\u2014<a href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=HmDlHjYjLCw&amp;t=1443s\">never fully understanding the symbolism behind her own actions<\/a>.\u00a0Yet even as she tried to escape from her guilt, part of herself was trying to make her remember and come to terms with all she had done. This was personified as <a href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=HmDlHjYjLCw&amp;t=1240s\">the astronaut that haunted her throughout her journey<\/a>.<\/p>\n<p>Even when Selene finally escaped the hell planet and spent\u00a0<a href=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/watch?v=KxqmlVIezw4\">63 years\u00a0having a happy, idealized life on Earth<\/a>\u2014something that directly contrasted the <a href=\"https:\/\/youtu.be\/hQjkIoDAMg4?t=305\">space explorer fiction she had made for herself<\/a>\u2014it was all just a temporary escape. Her guilt reasserted itself and she was returned to the planet\u2014though it was in a much different state from when she had last escaped. With the delusion weakening, the real-life events she tried so hard to hide from began to supplant the sci-fi trappings\u2014with even the supposed ancient\u00a0alien carvings <a href=\"https:\/\/youtu.be\/AKw-76-3Pjg?t=1828\">now displaying her repressed thoughts<\/a>.<\/p>\n<p>Losing her sanity further and further even within her fantasy world, she was drawn to the watery depths of the planet\u2014to the representation of the bottom of the lake where her car remained. There she came face-to-face with her made-up tormentor, an <a href=\"https:\/\/youtu.be\/HmDlHjYjLCw?t=6338\">eldritch version<\/a> of Octo, <a href=\"https:\/\/youtu.be\/HmDlHjYjLCw?t=5840\">Helios\u2019 stuffed toy octopus<\/a> and only friend. It forced her to see what happened the night of the crash. However, Selene still managed to dodge her own guilt by inserting the astronaut into the scene\u2014making it the astronaut\u2019s fault she crashed into the lake, not hers.<\/p>\n<p><iframe loading=\"lazy\" title=\"Returnal - Secret Ending 4K 60FPS\" width=\"500\" height=\"281\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/kdqhZEsgnDU?feature=oembed\" frameborder=\"0\" allow=\"accelerometer; autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; gyroscope; picture-in-picture; web-share\" referrerpolicy=\"strict-origin-when-cross-origin\" allowfullscreen><\/iframe><\/p>\n<p>However, in subsequent loops, she found herself driven to gather the sunface fragments\u2014representing the dead Helios and her need to somehow fix what she had done. And once this was done, she was finally ready to confront the truth about her mother\u2014that even if it was partially in self-defense, <a href=\"https:\/\/youtu.be\/kdqhZEsgnDU?t=52\">she had killed Theia<\/a>. This, in turn allowed Selene to accept the other dark truth: <a href=\"https:\/\/youtu.be\/kdqhZEsgnDU?t=93\">she was the astronaut<\/a> in her previous vision who caused the crash. It was she\u2014not a mysterious astronaut or an otherworldly squid monster\u2014that was responsible for Helios\u2019 death.<\/p>\n<p>Selene had killed both her mother and her son. And for that, she would suffer in a repeating hell of her own making for all eternity.\u00a0In the end, she felt it <a href=\"https:\/\/youtu.be\/AKw-76-3Pjg?t=1720\">was the punishment<\/a> she <a href=\"https:\/\/youtu.be\/AKw-76-3Pjg?t=1472\">so rightly deserved<\/a>.<\/p>\n<hr \/>\n<p style=\"font-size: 12px;\"><em>Top image source: <a href=\"https:\/\/twitter.com\/Housemarque\/status\/1455897716966428672\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener noreferrer\">Housemarque<\/a> on Twitter.<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<div class=\"more-link-wrapper\"><a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/biggestinjapan.com\/index.php\/2022\/02\/21\/returnal-explained\/\">Click to Read<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">&lt;i&gt;Returnal&lt;\/i&gt; Explained<\/span><\/a><\/div>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":4140,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[375],"class_list":["post-4138","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-uncategorized","tag-returnal","excerpt","zoom","full-without-featured","even","excerpt-0"],"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/biggestinjapan.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/02\/returnal.jpg?fit=1200%2C629&ssl=1","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/biggestinjapan.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4138","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/biggestinjapan.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/biggestinjapan.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/biggestinjapan.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/biggestinjapan.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=4138"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/biggestinjapan.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4138\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4142,"href":"https:\/\/biggestinjapan.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4138\/revisions\/4142"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/biggestinjapan.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/4140"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/biggestinjapan.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=4138"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/biggestinjapan.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=4138"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/biggestinjapan.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=4138"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}